WAT A LUCK.
SEARCH NETWORK CALLED ME IN THE MORNING TO ASK ME WHETHER IM INTERESTED IN ADMISSION CLERK POSITION.
AS EARLY AS 7AM AND AS LATE AS 7PM. MON TO SAT.
WATS THE DIFF WIF WAT IM DOING NOW??

I'VE BEEN SEARCHING HIGH AND LOW, CALLING AND EMAIL-ING MY RESUME, BUT I WAS CALLED BY NONE.
HOW???
STRESS SIA.
I USED TO BE VERY HAPPY WORKING AT THIS PLC, BUT SINCE THE CHANGES OF THE ROSTER, IM NOT ABLE TO COMMIT, NO PROBLEMS FOR THE WKDAYS, BT THE FULL SHIFT WKEND.
IT JUST SUCKS..

HOW? 2 MORE MTHS, MY CONTRACT ENDING.
NO NEWS OF EXTENSION, AND DUN TALK ABT PAY INCREMENT YA.
I'VE NOT BEEN ENJOYING ANY BENEFITS, JUST PATHETIC 7DAYS AL AND MC PER YEAR, WHEREBY, EVEN SAT AND SUNDAY CANNOT COME MUST TAKE AL.
WTF.
I FEEL SO UNDERPAID.

MY HEAD WANNA BURST. I HAVENT GOTTTEN A JOB TILL DATE...
I CANT QUIT AND STAY HOME.. FOR HOW LONG??
WAT ABT THE BILLS.???

OMG..
WHEN CAN I GET A NEW JOB???
SAME OLD SIGHING PHRASE.

BABY I LOVE YOU
BABY I MISS YOU

I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU.
I HOPE YOU LOVE ME AS MUCH AS I DO.

I MISS THE TIMES WE SPENT TOGETHER.
I MISS THE TIMES WHEN WE SLEEP TOGETHER EVERYDAY.

I MISS OUR 'MC' DAYS WHEN WE USE IT TO SPEND THE WHOLE DAYS TOGETHER WITHOUT OUR KIDS
I MISS OUR PARTY DAYS
I MISS OUR DATING DAYS
I MISS THE LOVE THAT U USED TO SHOWER ME
I MISS OUR HOLIDAY
I MISS YOUR LOVE
I MISS YOUR HUGS
I MISS YOUR KISSES
AND I MISS YOUR EVERYTHING.

I HOPE BABY THAT YOU WONT CHEAT ON ME AGAIN AS I HAVE BEEN SINCERE TO YOU FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS
I LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE.
I NEVER STOP THINKING OF YOU EVEN ONCE, AND EVERYTHIME I CLOSE MY EYES I DREAM ABOUT YOU.

BABY PLZ SHOW ME THAT YOU LOVE ME
SHOW ME THAT YOU CARE
SHOW ME THAT YOU ARE LOYAL
SHOW ME THAT YOU ARE SINCERE

YOU ARE MY LOVE
YOU ARE MY LIVE
YOU ARE MY HUSBAND
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING BABY.

I MISS YOU SO MUCH BABY.

TAKE CARE SAYANG

I CANT WAIT FOR FRIDAY THE 13TH WHEN YOU COME BACK IN MY ARMS, AND OUT NITE OUT AGAIN.
HOPE ITS ALL PERFECT THEN.

LOVE YOU ALWAYS
YOUR WIFE JAJA

ITS 5 MIN TO 4AM TO BE EXACT. I WAS AWAKENED BY A DREAM. I CANT REALLY RECALL. BUT ITS LIKE A WARNING FOR ME, TO BEWARE OF THE UPCOMING CONSEQUENCES.

MY DEAR I MISS U LOADS, BUT MY HEART FEELS SO UNEASY.

I WAS AT TOA PAYOH IN THE DAY JUST NOW, ALONG WIF CUZZIE ZURA. SHE LONGED FOR SLICED FISH SOUP, AND I HAD MY TOM YAM BAN MIAN.
THE ATMOSPHERE AT HDB HUB REMINDED ME OF THE TORTURE I WENT THROUGH FOR 2 YRS. THE AFFAIRS, THE UNFAITHFULNESS AND THE BITCHES.
LUCKY I DIDNT BUMP ONTO THAT FUCKING DELIFRANCE BITCH WHEN I WALKED PAST THERE.

MY HEART BURST INTO TEARS WHEN I WALKED TOWARDS POSB TOA PAYOH.
REMINDED ME SO WELL OF THE PERIOD FEBRUARY 2007 TO MAY 2007.
DEAR GOD.. IF I CAN TURN BACK TIME, NEVER DO I WANT TO GO BACK TO THOSE MONTHS OF TORTURE.

I GUESS BECAUSE OF THAT, I AM FEELING UNEASY.
I DOUBT HIS SINCERITY.
HAS HE CHANGED FOR THE BETTER?
ONLY GOD KNOWS

ME HERE ALWAYS PRAY FOR THE BEST.
I LOVE U AND I HOPE THAT U APPRECIATE IT.

PLZ I DUN WANT TO BE HURT AGAIN.