I MISS THIS BUGGER.
UR KIDS ARE MISSING YOU AND OF CUZ SO DO I.
3 MORE DAYS FOR YOUR ARRIVAL.
LAST NITE, ITS SUCH A NITEMARE, STRESSFUL NITE FOR ME. DYA N DINI NVER STOP ARGUING. NOT JUST SHOUTING BUT FIGHTING!!! IM SAD CUZ HUBBY 'INDIRECTLY' BLAMED ME FOR NOT LOOKING AFTER THE KIDS WELL.
HE SAID: 'I KLUAR UMA, ADE2 JE JADI. NAPE ANAK YOU JD NAKAL GI2 SEJAK I TKDE?'
HE NEVER WANT TO ADMIT THAT HIS KIDS ARE NATURALLY NOTORIOUS. OUT OF CONTROL. BUT AT LAST BEFORE HE WENT TO SLEEP LAST NITE HE MSGED ME,
"JGN STRESS LA U 2 KAN ANAK U. U KENE JG LA. I KAN KT SINI KEJE BUKAN ENJOI, U FIKIR I SUKA KAT SINI? DA LA G TDO GD NITE"
AFTER MY REPLY, HE MSGED AGAIN
"U JGN MEPEK LA PEKZ, U JGN STRESS K BUCUK"
HIS SENSE OF MATURITY IS ALREADY HERE. YES TRUE, HE HAS TURN 25, AND HE IS BEGINNING TO BE A REAL FATHER, A RESPONSIBLE FATHER, WHO PUTS FAMILY AS FIRST PRIORITY. I FEEL SO SECURED. NOW, I KNOW WHO TO TURN TO IF IM STRESS OR HAVING PROB.
BUT JUST ONE THING. MY MENSES HANGING IN THE AIR AGAIN.... HOW? I CANT TELL HIM.
