IM ON LEAVE TODAY. WOKE UP EARLY TO CHECK MY AUNT'S FLIGHT ARRIVAL TODAY. CHECKED: CONFIRMED 11.15AM. IM NOT SURE WHETHER SHOULD I GO BY MYSELF OR COME TO MY PARENTS' PLACE AND TAKE THE VAN. I JUST HATED THE SIGHT OF MY MUM. SHE LIKES TO PIN POINT ME, AND CREATE A BIG FIGHT.

HAIZ. AFTER SO LONG I DID NOT CREATE A POST ABOUT MY FAMILY. I SOMETIMES JUST WISH HUBBY IS AROUND. NO ONE CAN BULLY ME. AT LEAST IF HE IS HERE, I CAN GO THERE MYSELF WIF MY KIDS WITHOUT THEIR AID. ASKING THEM THE TIME THEY ARE GOING OR WHAT ARE THEIR PLANS IS LIKE ASKING WHEN ARE THEY GOING TO NEW YORK. THEY CANT GIVE ME AN EXACT ANSWER ESPECIALLY MY MOM. DAMN IRRITATING. WHAT SHE WILL SAY IS: "SEE FIRST I DUNNO". IT USUALLY MAKES ME AND ESPECIALLY MY HUSBAND TO BE SO FED UP.

LATER I HAVE TO STAY OVER THERE. I DUN HAVE ENOUGH MONEY FOR SPENDINGS. IF I WERE TO ASK FR THEM, DEFINITELY THE OLD LADY WILL SAY: "LAKI KAU SEDAP2 GI CAMP TK KASI BINI DUIT KE AR? TAU PAKAI DUIT UTK DIRI SENDIRI JE. BINI SENDIRI BIARKAN SUSAH.'
WITHOUT INVESTIGATING, SHE COMES TO THAT FUCKING SOLUTION. DOES SHE KNOW THAT WE NEED TO SAVE UP? DOES SHE CARE THAT WE HAVE SO MANY DEBTS TO CLEAR?

I HATE HER LA.

LETS SEE WHAT HAPPENS TODAY.

I STILL HAVE NOT MAKE UP MY MIND YET HOW TO GO VIA.

I WANNA PREPARE FOR DINI NOW. TAKING HER TO THE SHOWER.

WILL UPDATE THEN.