I CANT LOG IN TO YAHOO AGAIN AT WORK!! WAT A BORE!! 1 MORE HR TO GO BEFORE I END WORK TODAY. AND THAT'S IT. LONG WEEKEND. TOMORROW IS THE CNB INTERVIEW. HAVENT YET PREPARE MUCH STUFFS, PHOTOCOPYING HAD NOT BEEN DONE. THIS IS WHAT I HATED ABOUT MYSELF. IM A LAST MIN BITCH.

I WILL LAST MIN DO MY WORK, LAST MIN GROOM UP, LAST MIN TO TIDY MY HOME BEFORE HUBBY CAME BACK. WHAT I WILL DO IS DAYDREAMING, DOING UNNECESSARY THING, RESULTING... I HAVE TO RUSH ON THINGS. BUT THAT DOES NOT MEAN, I RUSH INTO MAKING FINAL DECISIONS.

3 MORE HRS, I WILL CHECK IF THERE IS LEDGER BALANCE IN MY ACCOUNT. FINGERS CROSSED.

AND ONE MORE NEWS: MY SERVICE IS EXTENDED TO 27TH APR. SO I HAVE A MTH TO GO. I NOT SURE SHD I CONTINUE. BUT IF I DO IT WILL NOT AFFECT MY RESUME HISTORY AS IT WILL BE REGARDED AS END OF CONTRACT.. WHICH MEANS, THIS IS THE 1ST LONGEST JOB I EVER WORK!!! 1 YEAR TO BE EXACT!!! BUT THE NEGATIVE PART IS.. MY PAY WILL BE DELAYED TILL MAY.

STOP!! I DUN WANT TO TALK ABT IT NOW. GIVE ME A BIG HEADACHE.

NO PLANS FOR THE WEEKEND. TOMORROW, WILL WAIT FOR HUBBY TO BE HOME, THEN WILL HEAD TO AS PHOON, IF GOT TIME, TO PAY!!! SO DINNER SHD BE AT PARKWAY PARADE THEN... HMM... SAT MORNING HUBBY WILL BE AWAY TO JB. SO STAY HOME I GUESS. HAVE TO BUDGET FOR 2 WEEKENDS BEFORE........HOLIDAY!!!!

OH MAN.. COUNTING DOWN... STILL ANOTHER 50MIN TO GO. IM SO FUCKING TIRED TODAY. OH YA... ITS MY YOUNGEST AUNTIE LELA BIRTHDAY TODAY.. HMM.. HER 4OTH BIRTHDAY. WIL HAVE A SMALL CELEBRATION AT MY HOMIE.. MEANS FOOD FOOD FOOD ON THE WAY!! YEAH!!! IM FUCKING HUNGRY NOW.

THINKING OF THE JOURNEY BACK HOME LATER...... LIKE A TORTOISE... 1HR JOURNEY TO YISHUN. ERRRR.. IF ONLY BABY IS AROUND. WELL, IF PAY IS IN, IM LOOKING FORWARD FOR HIS RETURN, BUT IF NOT.. NO PLZ, I JUST DUN WANT TO SEE HIS SAD FACE. I WILL BE MORE DISAPPOINTED THAN HIM..

IM STILL CRAVING FOR HARD LIQUOR AND CLUBBING!! PARTY ALL NITE LONG. I LOOK AT MY PARTY CLOTHES, ITS LEFT CRUMPLED IN THE WADROBE... :(

HAHAHAHAAH... FUCK SIA.. 40MIN TO GO!! SO SLOW... I GIVE UP.

END HERE NOW.. WILL UPDATE AGAIN.

CANT WAIT TO GO BACK TO HOME SWEET HOME.

NOTHING CAN TEAR US APART
I SWEAR

I LOVE HIM AND HE LOVE ME
MADLY IN LOVE

I NEVER REGRET CHOOSING HIM

MUHAMMAD JAILANI, YOU KNOW THAT I LOVE YOU LIKE CRAZY. I TRY MY BEST TO BE THE BEST WIFE EVER. IM JUST SO SORRY NOW THAT I CANT BE PERFECT.
I CANT GET YOU GOOD MONEY BUT I CAN GIVE YOU WEALTHY LOVE, PRICELESS TO COMPARE. I GIVE YOU KIDS I GIVE YOU EVERYTHING
I HAVE NEVER BEEN LOYAL TO A GUY EXCEPT FOR YOU AND MY LOVE FOR YOU WILL NEVER FADE IT GROWS STRONGER AND STRONGER

BABY HOPE ONE DAY SOON, ALL THIS ENDED, AND OUR LIFE WILL BE AS HAPPY AS CAN BE.
THE HAPPY FAMILY

MUHAMMAD JAILANI
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NUR AZIAHWATI

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NADYA SHAHEERA, NAYLI ARDINI

BABY CAN I HAVE A SON, IN 4YRS???
I WANT ERFAN DANNY

BABY I NEED SOMETHINGS FROM YOU

HOLIDAY
PARTY
ALCOHOL
UR KISSES
UR EVERYTHING

BABY IM GOING CRAZY!!!!!!!!!!!! IM CRAZY CUZ IM MADLY IN LOVE AND MISSING YOU SOOOOO BADLY!!!!!!!

25TH SUPPOSE TO BE THE DAY THAT MY POCKET IS FULL. BUT LIKEWISE. FUCK THE AGENCY. THE PAY IS DELAYED TO INITIALLY 31ST.. BUT AFT MUCH COMPLAINS, THE PAY DAY IS CHANGED TO 27TH FOR THIS MTH.
BUT WATS BOTHERING MY MIND NOW, IS THE EMAIL SENT FR MY COLLEAGUE TO ME.

Dear all

In view of the short turnaround time, we will effect the changes of the salary payment from April 2009 onwards.

With that, your salary will be credited tomorrow morning (except for those who resigned / last day falls in March 09) and salary will be available for use on 27 March 2009, Friday, after 2.00 p.m.

We apologize for the mismanagement of notification to your good self, and we seek your understanding on the matter above.


MY LAST DAY FALLS ON 9 APRIL, I NEVER RESIGNED. HMM. M I AFFECTED FOR NOT GETTING THE PAY ON FRIDAY??? SHALL KEEP MY FINGERS CROSSED!!!

WELL, I RECEIVED A CALL FROM VIVIAN, FINEXIS PTE LTD, INFORMING ME THAT I AM SHORTLISTED FOR 2ND INTV AS A RECEPTIONIST CUM CUSTOMER SERVICE THERE. JOB LOCATION: PARKVIEW SQUARE. ITS THE INTV THAT I MENTIONED IN MY RECENT POST AS A STUPID INTV.
I WANNA TRY BUT WHAT PISSED ME OFF IS THAT I NEED TO DYE MY HAIR BACK TO BLACK AS THE HR MANAGER IS STRICT ABT IT.

HEY, HOW IF I HAD SACRIFICIED, BUT AT LAST I DUN GET THE JOB? WAT A WASTE OF EFFORT.

IM WAITING FOR ICA. PLS DO GIV ME A POSITION.

STORY ABT HUBBY: MIRACLY HE IS NOT ANGRY AT ME ON REGARDS TO THIS SALARY MATTER. HE IS JUST SAD. IM SAD TOO AS WELL. I SEE HIM CHANGE FROM TIME TO TIME. TO BE A BETTER AND MORE MATURED MAN. HOWEVER, THERE IS STILL SOMETHING THAT I WISH FROM HIM... TO SHOW ME LOVE LIKE HE USED TO SHOW ME DURING OUR EARLY STAGE OF LOVE.
HE SELDOM KISS ME, UNLESS I DID. HE NEVER SAID I LOVE YOU TO ME, EXCEPT THRU SMS. HMM..

WATEVA IT IS NOW, THE MOST IMPT THING IS MY SALARY!!!!

MY HEAD IS SPINNING LIKE A TOP. MY EYES POPPING.
ARRRGGGHHH.. CANT STOP THINKING AND THINKING

I MISS BABY. I MISS PARTY. I MISS HOLIDAY. I MISS .............. PROBLEM FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!