ITS ALREADY 11.45AM, IM STILL NOT BATHED YET.
REASON: TAT BUGGER IS OUT FROM MORNING, WHEN COMING BACK? NO IDEA!! HE PROMISED BY 2PM, BUT AT 11AM HE IS STILL OTW TO THE DESTINATION.
THE KIDS GO HAYWIRE NOW. IM TIRED. I NEED A REST. I ON TV FOR THEM, GIVE THEM THEIR TOYS, BUT THEY STILL ,.... DYA SAID SHE MISSED HER DADDY. YEAH I UNDERSTAND, HE ONLY COMES BACK ON WEEKEND, BUT NOW, ON WEEKEND HE LEFT US ALONE. I DUNNO WAT TO SAY. I DUN WANT TO STOP HIM FROM GOING AS I DUN WANT HIM TO THINK THAT I AM A QUEEN CONTROL
I TRY MY BEST TO HIDE MY FEELINGS OF DISAPPOINTMENT. MY HEART IS CRYING OUT LOUD. I REALLY MISS HIM. I WANT TO SPEND TIME WIF HIM. BUT... HE IS NO WHERE IN SIGHT NOW. KIDS ARE SHOWING TANTRUM. ESPECIALLY DINI, SHE WANTS HER DADDY, I KNOW.
IN A WHILE I GUESS, I WILL BATHE, THEN WILL BRING THE KIDS OUT. LIFE IS LIKE A SINGLE MOTHER. BUT IM NOT!!!!!!!! I DO HAVE A HUSBAND. BUT NO WHERE AROUND.
LETS SEE BY 2PM... WILL HE BE BACK OR NOT.