2005 - I GOT MARRIED TO HIM,UP THERE IS HIM IN TAT YEAR

THIS IS THE MOMENT OF 'CABARAN'. IN LAWS, MONEY... BUT HE IS SUCH A LOVING HUSBAND. WORDS OF LOVE NEVER FAIL TO REACH ME VIA SMS EVERY MORNING.

2006 ON TOP AFTER GRANTED HIS 1ST CHILD, TT POINT OF TIME PIC WAS TAKEN, HE WAS GONNA BE A FATHER OF 2 IN THE MAKING

CABARAN DEMI CABARAN.
JUST GOT A NEW HM IN 2006, MONEY DIFFICULTIES, BUT... I WAS EXPECTING AGAIN.
FULL OF PROBLEMS
BUT STILL HE IS STILL LOVING DESPITE SOMETIMES, HE VENT HIS ANGER ON ME.

2007, DYA IS NO MORE AN INFANT BUT A TODDLER. JAI ALREADY A FATHER OF 2 DAUGHTERS

1ST HALF OF THE YEAR IS SUCH A NIGHTMARE FOR ME... 3RD PARTY!!!!
FUCKING BITCHES IN THE HOUSE.
HIM PUTTING ME ASIDE.. BRUISES AND CUTS ON ME.
WAR BETW ME AND IN LAWS
BUT I PERSERVERE...

TILL 2ND HALF OF 2007, EVERYTHING GO BACK TO NORMAL
ALHAMDULILAH
BUT HE IS STILL EGO AT TIMES


2008 THERE ISS HIM WIF HIS 2 KIDS.. MY PRINCESSES
HAPPY FAMILY AFTER ALL DESPITE THE FINANCIAL DIFFICULTIES WE ARE FACING. MANY PROBS AROSE, BUT WE MANAGE TO OVERCOME TOGETHER.
TILL... I CAN SEE THAT HE IS AWARE OF HOW SINCERE I AM.
NO MORE WORDS OF LOVE FROM HIM SINCE THEN.

AND LASTLY NOW IN 2009 HE IS OFFICIALLY A CIVIL SERVANT.

WELL AFT NEAR TO 5 YEARS OF BEING TOGETHER, THE LOVE IS THERE, THE CHANGES IS THERE. I AM HAPPY THAT THE SCANDALS, THE 3RD PARTIES AND FAMILY ISSUES HAD ALREADY SETTLED.

IM NOT SURE IF IM TOO SENSITIVE NOW. BUT... WHEN HE DID NOT REPLY TO MY SMS-ES OR ANS MY CALLS. I STARTED TO PANIC, AND MANY THINGS COME INTO MY MIND. I BEGAN TO FEAR. FOR EXAMPLE YESTERDAY, THE BROKEN PROMISE. WHEN I THINK AGAIN, ITS JUST A SMALL MATTER. TODAY, HE DID NOT REPLY TO MY SMS-ES. HE JUST CALLED AT 10.45PM, REASON: JUST POLISH BOOT.
I GOT SO PISSED OFF. HAD HE CHANGE FOR THE WORSE? OR SHOULD I JUST APPRECIATE THAT HE DOESNT FLIRT AROUND ANYMORE.. AND HE LOVES HIS FAMILY NOW?

BUT .. I JUST SEEM NOT TO BE SATISFIED. I WANT HIS LOVE BACK LIKE HE USED TO GIVE ME PREVIOUSLY.

HOW?

BUT I AM CONFIDENT THAT THIS IS DEFINITELY TRUE LOVE.

THIS IS WHERE HE WENT YESTERDAY AFTER ALL THE PROMISES OF 2PM. BOOKED THE RESORT, AT KOTA TINGGI. THE ONE ON THE LEFT.

AT LEAST A GOOD REASON TO COVER YOURSELF BABY!!

HE CAME BACK WIF LOTZA FOOD TILL I CANT OPEN MY MOUTH TO SCOLD HIM. WATEVA IT IS, IT IS A MATTER OF LOYALTY, HONESTY AND SINCERITY. BABY I LOVE YOU. HOPE THIS OUTING THAT HE ASKED ME TO FOLLOW IS NOT FOR THE SAKE SO THAT HE CAN HANG OUT WIF HIS FRENS ONLY, BUT I HOPE ONE OF HIS MOTIVE IS TO HAVE A SHORT HOLIDAY AND BREAK FROM ALL THE STRES WIF ME. EH BABY???

HE IS ALREADY AWAY NOW BACK TO CAMP.. 3 MOREE DAYS TO APRIL.. AND THEN HE HAS 3 MORE MTHS TO SERVE.

MAY GOD BLESS OUR HAPPY FAMILY.