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Sunday, May 24, 2009



I frankly say that i made the biggest sin, that i will go to hell if im dead.
I misjudged him, i mistrusted him.. but actual fact, he is such a loyal husband. I regretted being such a fucking wife. Y do i have such an attitude all this while?

Lucky its not too late to apologise. He apologised me wif open heart. Thank you sweetheart.
I cant get enuf of you this weekend. I just dun wanna let you go.

Im so scared of losing him.
Im so scared that he will repeat the same mistake again.
Im so scared that his love for me fade.

I have to be positive now.
He has proven me otherwise.

Muhammad Jailani, is my legal husband. He willingly takes me as his wife cuz he loves me for who i am. He accepted me, though i have a bad history. I MUST be thankful for that.
He is a responsible father, he is a responsible husband. My stomach is never empty for 4 whole years. He gave me a home, he gave me everything. And of cuz, as a return, i bore him 2 lovely princesses.

He has become more loving than normal, family oriented.. I should be thankful that he is willing to go out and get a job that is stable, sacrifices 6mths in camp training for a good job, the money is for me... And i should be thankful as well, that he is not like other guys who still wanna go out wif frens most of the time despitte having a family. To him, enjoy is a 2nd issue. When he has money, it will go to me first. Y am i so blind all this while? Y m i so stupid?

I must trust my own husband. I cant stop crying when he found out i used some words to curse him. I really owe him an apology, and as i mentioned he forgave me.

But i still feel so wrong. I just feel like telling him million2 times of sorry.

Baby.. i wanna tell the whole world that i feel...
IM THE LUCKIEST WOMAN ON EARTH TO WIN YOUR HEART, TO BE YOUR WIFE, YOUR SOULMATE AND THE MOTHER OF YOUR KIDS.
YOU ARE THE BEST HUSBAND IN THE WORLD

Im sorry for everything baby.
I love you.
I really, really do.

Baby i want you back quickly. Home everyday.
Im so stress being alone for this few mths.
I rather lose frens than lose you dear.
YOU ARE MY EVERYTHING.

Thanks for giving me all the luxury and happiness.
Im too blind to judge that.
I should have realise that happiness is in front of my eyes.
You are GOD's greatest gift for me sayang.