Im back from a hectic day at work. Lil dini is back home but she is fast asleep. Which means... IM GONNA HAVE A HARD TIME TO SLEEP TONITE!!!
I kinda have NO mood today, cuz tis wkend will be the same as last wk. Kinda disapointed cuz my family had planned to make a small feast for dini's advance birthday celebration on sat nite.. but hubby will be having his attachment, and on NITE shift. Damn it!!
Sunday he will be at home, but of cuz i will see him SNORING throughout. He will be on OFF, tuesday and wednesday. I tried applying for last min leave on tuesday so that i can have more time to spend wif him... but too bad... its NOT approved. :(
Left wif wednesday je. Boring kan!!! Wednesday is my official off day. So cantek.
Planned to go to the zoo wif kids... Hmm.. will try to get the FREE zoo pass that i am entitled for.
Abt love life, im trying my best to trust him 100%, but i still cant change myself.. to think abt stupid2 things.... like will he fool me? will he two timed me? will he....?
I hate myself sometimes.
This will always happen when we cant spend much time together.
Now, he's still incamp, i can only meet him on weekends, but now his weekends burned.. duty and duty and duty. Fine, then when he passed out, he will be on shift and tats it.. our offs do not tally~~ i will have my fixed off days on alt weds, alt sats and all sundays. But him?? It all depends... Public holiday pn jgn cakap la... It has been 4yrs since he worked shift seh. He started to work office hours since july 2005, when i was heavily pregnant.
So now... i have to learn to ADAPT.
Moral support... of cuz i will give him. I appreciates hubby got a MUCH 101% better job than before. And his dream to get a LANCER ex, of cuz.. will soon be true.. Its just a matter of time.
If you happen to read this baby....
Just for you...
My love for you will nvr end.
My love for you will nvr fade.
Nver will i forget you
Nver will i put u behind.
You are my everything.
My life and my soul.
Luv you loads baby.
I dun care of all the insults. I know that we can prove to everyone otherwise... You can prove that you are a responsible husband and father, and you can build a happy family.
As i said.. its just a matter of time.
~GOD'S WILL~
Thats it for now.
Will our fairytale... have a sweet ending...
AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
~~JAJA & JAI~~
I kinda have NO mood today, cuz tis wkend will be the same as last wk. Kinda disapointed cuz my family had planned to make a small feast for dini's advance birthday celebration on sat nite.. but hubby will be having his attachment, and on NITE shift. Damn it!!
Sunday he will be at home, but of cuz i will see him SNORING throughout. He will be on OFF, tuesday and wednesday. I tried applying for last min leave on tuesday so that i can have more time to spend wif him... but too bad... its NOT approved. :(
Left wif wednesday je. Boring kan!!! Wednesday is my official off day. So cantek.
Planned to go to the zoo wif kids... Hmm.. will try to get the FREE zoo pass that i am entitled for.
Abt love life, im trying my best to trust him 100%, but i still cant change myself.. to think abt stupid2 things.... like will he fool me? will he two timed me? will he....?
I hate myself sometimes.
This will always happen when we cant spend much time together.
Now, he's still incamp, i can only meet him on weekends, but now his weekends burned.. duty and duty and duty. Fine, then when he passed out, he will be on shift and tats it.. our offs do not tally~~ i will have my fixed off days on alt weds, alt sats and all sundays. But him?? It all depends... Public holiday pn jgn cakap la... It has been 4yrs since he worked shift seh. He started to work office hours since july 2005, when i was heavily pregnant.
So now... i have to learn to ADAPT.
Moral support... of cuz i will give him. I appreciates hubby got a MUCH 101% better job than before. And his dream to get a LANCER ex, of cuz.. will soon be true.. Its just a matter of time.
If you happen to read this baby....
Just for you...
My love for you will nvr end.
My love for you will nvr fade.
Nver will i forget you
Nver will i put u behind.
You are my everything.
My life and my soul.
Luv you loads baby.
I dun care of all the insults. I know that we can prove to everyone otherwise... You can prove that you are a responsible husband and father, and you can build a happy family.
As i said.. its just a matter of time.
~GOD'S WILL~
Thats it for now.
Will our fairytale... have a sweet ending...
AND THEY LIVE HAPPILY EVER AFTER.
~~JAJA & JAI~~
