I guess i failed to be a good mummy. I can pamper them wif $$$$ , things and luxury but i cant discipline them alone.

Love just went away to his camp 4hrs ago, and things cropped up. First, their quarrellings, then them messing up the whole house. When i tried scolding them, they refused to listen to me. Unlike when their daddy is home, they dun eeven dare to go against the rule.

Last, dini knocked on the door edge, resulting in a huge lump on her forehead. No blood just avery huge lump. Im so scared. I dunno wat to do. She can still play but cmplaining on the pain as and when. I hope its just a minor injury. I dunno how to relay this to babyboy. Esp abt dini, his fav one. ANd worse her birthday is in half an hr!!!!

Oh dear. Im so disappointed in myself. What will happen in the future?
What is my mistake? Did i pamper them too much in the 1st place?

Sigh**

Last nite, 20th June, was baba's birthday as i mentioned in the earlier post. Went to superbowl hougang to celebrate baba's birthday. I was just watching them bowl... Hubby played as well.

After that we headed to Malabar cafe @ lor ah soo, used to be the Arab cafe tat me and family always had dinner when i was single. Had seafood. Me, my dear and mama paid for it.

From daging merah, to sweet and sour chicken, to pari bakar to chilli crab and... my fav nestum prawn!! Friday had seafood and yesterday as well. If this goes on. I become FAT seh!!
And anyway i've gained weight!!

Back to today.. had wished my dear HAPPY FATHER'S DAY. Of cuz, to my dad as well whom i had wished at 12am just now. We overslept, and woke up at 11.30am. Asked baby to bring us just to northpt foodcourt to have our lunch. Baby had his nasi campor, kids forrever wif their nasi ayam and me, the mee taibak..

One more thing. from friday till today, hubby wants me to wear the red t-shirt he bought for me, the adidas liverpool t-shirt. Cuz he want us to be same2. Nasib aku tk busok sak. 2 nites and 1 afternoon in a row pakai same baju. Haha.. cute la baby.

He is back to the stupid camp oreadi. Worse he need to come 1hr earlier. Cam cb.
its been 3 weeks he book out early, no need to go back camp.. now its back to usual. 1 week without him. I hate it seh!!! Benci!!!
Tomorrow another event coming up.
Lil NAYLI ARDINI'S 2ND BIRTHDAY.
I'm on childcare leave tomorrow just to spend time wif the kids. I planned to treat them at starbucks for an oreo cheesecake!!
But too bad, my love is not around. I wonder when when when is his passing out date. He himself dunno. :(

Well tats it for now. Im happy and everyone is happy.
But now im sad cuz i start to miss him. I have to wait for another.... 120hrs for his return. And then back to square one again.