Time checked:
half an hr to 12am
half an hr to monday
half an hour to a brand new week

Im sleepless
When i see the bed empty at the rite side, im sad.
Tats hubby's place.
He makes me laugh and smile the whole weekend despite the difficulties we are facing.
Im missing him though he just left me 5hrs ago.

When will all this end?
Tomorrow marks 6mths of his incamp training, and i cant believe that i had survived and sacrificed without him during the weekdays. I passed the survival test. I had became a bit more independant, compared to last time,where so many things i cant do on my own. He pampered me too much though he always break my heart.

Monday blues. I hate it. Im supposed to be on leave tomorrow. BUt i will cancel it tomorrow.
No use to be on leave. He is not at home.

Well updates will be later after work.

NItez world.........

Alhamdulilah, he is all fine. Only that he is drenched. Kesian kan baby aku tersyg tu.
As long as he reached his destination, im fine.
thats my main concern.

I'm freaking worried!!

Its raining so heavily and hubby just went out riding to camp.
Supposedly tomorrow is his p.o.c... but its extended. Sucks. Im scared something bad might happen to him. And its such a pity to see him drenched before going in to camp.
:(

Hoping he is fine. will be waiting for his sms.

Yesterday when kids are out wif my family, me and hubby went to northpoint. Just some shoppng for snacks. Headed home, had our dinner packed home, by lestari. Nice dinner.

Kids are back ard 9pm. I was so malu, when i saw that my cuzens gave my kids presents. 2 each summore. I dun even give the birthday kids anything. Im so ashamed. I dunno wat to sms them but i wanna say thank you.
I wanna go for the party and buy them presents, but im really out of budget.
Haiz. Its so shameful of us seh.

Haiz.. kak maya and kak bibah, im so thankful, but im too embarrassed to say to you guys. You 2 been too nice to me, and my kids. But im always not giving ur kids anything. Im so sorry.

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Hubby been quite manja to me in a sense. He dun mind me sitting by his side nw. We joked together. Share stories... Chatted. No more silence at home.
Im happy that our communication part has improved.
We are goona be 5yrs together next yr.

Love him loads.

And kids... are getting fatter. hehe.
Dya -13.7kg.. last weight taken was 11kg
Dini - 11.4kg.. last weight taken was 10kg

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