I guess this blog page is getting much more boring. Reason due, its hard for me to update as im using my sis's lappie, and i can use it only for a short while. After iftar, ard 8.30pm latest, i have to rush home to get ready for another day.

I tink i feel triple tired, restless. All i can do when i reach home is to sleep. Even when babylove is around, i still sleep. Cant have much time to spend together. Both of us are bz with work and esp now hubby is on morning and nite shift & sometimes his dbl off days fall on my working day, it happens MOST of the time seh. SO irritating.

Cant believe it tat i havent finish preparing for raya. 1 more week to pay day and then i can start buying all stuffs. Mendak jgk seh tkde advanced pay. :(

Im everyday at mama's place, eat wateva they cook. Sometimes i get sick and tired of it. I work sooooo hard, but the money i get in return, its always not enuf. The short of money problem is always the big issue for me to think and results in migraine.

Raya ni tk jadi sewa kereta, just wanna pinjam kak jamz car, as she agreed for a day. Nk kuar byk2 pn .. byk pakai duit and energy. G mane2 yg penting je la...

Tgk la kejap lagi da nk alek. Babylove on morning shift today. SO tak tau kul bp dia balik today. Bosan ar... Wat to do... Wifey of a police officer is NEVER easy. A lot of sacrifices needed.

One news tat makes me sad, hubby doesnt want another child. He say stop at 2. So no chance for me to get a son... angan2 je la waty................

Tomorrow, i'll be iftar-ing alone. Hubby nite shift ar. Mendak sak. Mendak skali.

****Baby, wateva it is, i will stay patient, and i will stay strong to move on. Just for you syg and our lil ones.. The reason... i love you b. I miss spending time wif you syg... Hope we can find some day that we can have sweet sweet loving*******