its been so long... aku da mls nk blog actulli. But nvm la... i tot of changing my blog name to jaja-gaga-oohlala.blogspot.com ... but hmmm ntah eh.. think adorablefairytopia still the best la... :)

im on 2 days mc due to asthma attack.. after 6mth. Its kinda bad, but ok la i can have rest till tomorrow. Something cropped up yesterday that makes me soooo fucking sad. Very2 sad. I really dunno la... I dunno what im feeling now, and i dunno wat to say anymore... Ku berserah padah Tuhan.

Well, how to be a perfect wife eh?? I wonder. I thought i am. Cuz i know im loyal, i fulfil his wishes... and i serve him like a king.

And another thing i wanna know... hmmm... husbands.. is it common for them not to show off their love towards their wifes or are they bored and malu of their wives...?? but i envy those couples who express their love in public... and indeed they are truly happy couple... I long the words of love from my husband, words of praise... romance... i really2 miss all that... Hmm.. i fucking dunno la...

Niway now im at mama's place cuz im bored. In the stage of recovery now... Tomorrow im meeting my dear cuzin, zura at northpoint. Just to meet for a while, to catch things up... :) And thursday back to work. Kinda miss work, surprisingly.. cuz i feel so lonely not working... Im not ready to be a housewife yet...

Weekends till cny, has no plans.. $$$ running down... Hope he plans for a day off just for me.. to spend quality time together...

Jai... pls I LOVE YOU... I REALLY LOVE YOU. PLS DO NOT DISAPPOINT ME BABY.

and to those sape2 pompan di luar sane, plz la... dun come into his life. and porak perandakan rumahtangga kita.. We are both happily married, wif 2 adorable kids.

Thank you, appreciate it.