hi everyone,

Waty is back again. Im now at mama's place. Hubby back late la. He got some case to attend *yawn*. Nayli is sick. Out of sudden, she has stomach aches... Wanna bring her to clinic, but mama say nvm.. ala if not can get child mc sia tomorrow. And friday mayb??? Kan bagos mcm tu. Jg anak, spend tym wif the kiddos.

From my last post, i became more phobia. Istri mane kan tak feel the same way as me...? Lau ade pompan kacau rumahtangga. Dunno la. I dun wanna be insane, I m kinda depressed. but im always hoping hubby will change and treat me better. \Especially no lies. Thats the most important. Insya allah la eh. Ive been feeling worried all the times, which i dun want to ... i wanna trust him but i know guys cant be trusted 100%.

I tried to tell him how i feel via sms. Hope he gives a positive thinking abt it. And never ever repeat the same mistake again. Ive been much tired so far. No outings, just home and work. Been teaching sabrina maths lately. And a prob arose, some one told me, in fact its like sooooo shocking and disappointing, About that, sorry guys, its too sensitive to elaborate.

I cant wait for pay day... 12th feb!! then holiday from 14th feb to 16th feb. Too bad this valentines cant celebrate much wif hubby :( Kids will be around. Mcm ne eh. Aku takot he disappointed. Wat should i get for him this valentines...??? I thought of a necklace.  Cus his one lost . THe stupid old necklace.

I've been having big appetite this days. Eat and eat and eat... But $$$ no enuf.... Cant wait for performance bonus this end of march!!! A car ... hubby is buying. Insya allah... :) tp hope no one else enter the car xcept  me his kids, my family, his family & his guy frens only. Yg lain leh blah.  Betol pe................

hmmm... wat else? dya is ok., normal. Sabrina, been getting better. Tired tired tired. Been looking forward to the holiday that is upcoming... A vacation to go, and my wedding anniversary...

Till then.

WIll update.